unanimously anonymous

Jan 3
“Sometimes I’m nothing I want to be. I want to be myself and that’s not who I am right now. What if myself isn’t who I am anymore?…You can be my escape valve; you are my tears when I’m too afraid to cry.” from my journal, dated 7-21-06

Dec 24
gifts I wrapped…before the dog chewed them up while I was out…

gifts I wrapped…before the dog chewed them up while I was out…


Dec 21

tonight at dinner

  • me: Well, you don't really have to worry about that because stephen's mom is going to buy you maternity clothes.
  • my sister: Yeah, but she's going to buy me size 14 maternity clothes.
  • me: Wow. heck I don't even wear a size fourteen!
  • mom: Does anyone know what size I wear?
  • me: Can you really put a size on beauty?
  • my sister: I don't know why she thinks I'm so big.
  • me: You don't wear a size 14. In real life, you wear an 8 or 10 right?
  • my sister: in real life? is pregnancy some fantasy world to you?

So this is me. my best friend recently helped me color my hair to a lovely shade of reddish brown. However, it has been argued that my hair was already reddish brown. of course that would explain why my hair looks [almost] exactly the same as it did last week before I colored it. I am quite proud of myself for taking the plunge into the world of hair color, though. It is not for the faint of heart. not everyone can be as lucky as me ;)

So this is me. my best friend recently helped me color my hair to a lovely shade of reddish brown. However, it has been argued that my hair was already reddish brown. of course that would explain why my hair looks [almost] exactly the same as it did last week before I colored it. I am quite proud of myself for taking the plunge into the world of hair color, though. It is not for the faint of heart. not everyone can be as lucky as me ;)


This is a still from my latest film “Alone in the Universe”.

This is a still from my latest film “Alone in the Universe”.


This is such a sweet video!


“Eat french toast without them, that’ll show ‘em.”

Oct 28
“Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite
distances continue, a wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the
distance between them which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against
the sky.” – from Letters, Rainer Maria Rilke.”

Sep 12

Ever had one of those moments when you think you have everything figured out, and you find that you’re ok with what you figured out? But, then someone comes along and says something—a simple maybe two word sentence—and it blows every thing you ever thought to pieces?

I, reader, had one of those moments. I think I’m tired of trying to understand now.


Sep 9

I had the most peculiar dream last night. I was bouncing up and down on Chuck Bass’s bed screaming , “Donuts are not Romantic!” He seemed very amused, charmed even, as he watched from his comfy down pillows and duvet. I’m not sure which is more embarrassing, what I did in this dream, or the fact that I had this dream at all.